Stay Strong

Suddenly I remember, one of my friends had through the things that she does not want. She like that guy and base what I see, he love my friend. When she story to me, I can understand. I found one paper at her room when I was at her house and she was write like this:

Did you remember every times you text me, you will say that you really miss me and I don’t say that I also miss you but inside my heart I miss you more than you miss me. But when that day comes, you suddenly changed. Suddenly you say to me to forget all about you. I really confused that time. I ask myself, did he really love me?

You say for this time being we just a FRIEND. Are kidding to me? I remember that words you say “we are not for each other.” I was cry so badly at that time. One week I really don’t have good mood. I'm really moody.

Day by day I try to forget you. When I can forget all about you slowly, suddenly your names appear at my phone. Actually what you want from me? That time you said “I'm really sorry, I do not mean it.” It was really easy you said like that. You do not what I have to through, every night I was cry, and I hope the next morning you will text me. Now it is too late. I believe I can found someone better than you.

I was cry when I read this. She was strong through that. She taught me to be strong. You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have left.  You are so much stronger than you think. Better things is coming.

Cry.

Sometimes I feel it is better if we don’t know each other. I meet you, I only get this pain. This pain is really hurt. Every day I cry. Many times I try to forget about you. But it is really hard and the hardest things I ever do in whole my life. I really love you, but like you say before this, we are not for each other.  We are not faith to be together.

Once you say like that, I cry so badly. I’m really tired crying. You never understand what feeling I had to face it. I’m really tired. Hoping you will text or call me but it just waste my times.

Every times my phone vibrates, I really hope it was you. I’m just keep waiting. This is really hurt to me. Why you give me a hope? Why you act like you love me? Why you act like you really care about me? Why you have do that to me. I really don’t understand. You just leave like that. At least say something before you leave.

I hate you. 

Friend?

Are you really my friend? When you’re happy you never ever remember me, and when you got any trouble, that time you will find me to story all about your problem. What kind of friend are you? I feel so sad actually. I really hate when friends change just because they meet new people.

Have you ever remember me just for once when you’re happy? I really disappointed towards your attitude. I'm not jealous at all when you got new bestfriend. It’s up to you. But why when you got troubled, you don’t tell to your ‘bestfriend’ about you problem? Why you have to find me?

I'm really sick of that. Actually what you want from me? I'm really tired. Once I thought you’re not my friend anymore. I hope one day you would change. 

Someone Better

Maybe you are not fate to be together with someone you like. Because I believe someone better than her or him would come along. Yes, you will get someone better. It surely will. If you like anyone the most important is don’t lied to yourself. When you started like someone you will deny it at first.

Like someone is normal feeling. Because we normal human and normal human need love. Let say, if you like her or him, but they don’t know and you only just can watch them. It’s really sad right? It is okay I know that feeling, everyone knew that feeling too.

Sometimes, we got hurt when our crushes with someone who can make them laugh, smile more than us. Sometimes, you cry so badly. Sometimes feel bad. Sometimes you can’t stand anymore. Sometimes you feel fool of yourself. You afraid to tell what were you feeling because you afraid she or he will reject you.

So what should we do? I can’t tell you how because you know  what you have to do. Ask yourself.

MUSIC

I love to listen to music, but I am like other people who often listen to the music that is popular at a time. The part of music that attracts me is the attitude of the writers and the tone, because the songs represent the writers’ mood and feeling. Through the songs people can receive what the writers try to express.

Everyone experiences certain moments where you want to express yourself in a different way and sometimes music is the best companion during those moments. Sometimes you just want to lie down, listen to your favorite music and just forget the world. We all just want to relax and take our minds away from our problems even for just a little while. Music is anyone’s way. Anyone’s way to express, to relax, to enjoy, to communicate and many more.

Music can be a great help to anyone if we just let it.

MY FAVOURITE MOVIE

I'm going to write about my favourite movie, Titanic. It was a touching love story with a background of a loss of Titanic in 1912. The Director is James Cameron, and the Release date is 20 December, 1977. It won 11 Oscars and another 76 wins & 48 nominations. It's very famous movie as you know. The main cast is Leonardo DiCaprio. He played Jack Dawson who was poor and wanted to be a artist, and Kate Winslet played Rose Dewitt Bukater who was rich girl in the upper classes. They're being loved each other... Now, Rose becomes 100 years old and she talk about their love story in Titanic.

In 1912, Jack won a bet and he got a ticket of Titanic which go out maiden voyage from Southampton harbor in the United Kingdom. Rose is also bored, and her mother (Farances Fisher) forced her to marry Caledon (Billy Zane) who was capitalist, so she tried to jump off from the prow of the ship, and then, it was Jack that helped her. They fell in love.

However, Caledon made a false charge against him, because he noticed Rose loved Jack not him. He put handcuffs on him and confines to the cabin. Moreover, the ship clashed against the iceberg. The passenger gave priority to women and children, but she went back to ship to help him. They waited for rescue in the cold sea. I watched many passenger died, so I was shocked by the scene. Rose was rescued by Jack's help but at last, Jack was dead.

Rose survived, but she lost her lover. She will love him forever. It's really bitter love story, so I always felt sad after watching it, but I think it's the best love story.

In addition  I like this theme song'' My heart will go on'' It's a very beautiful song, isn't it? It makes the movie more sad.

HOW TO MAKE DORAYAKI

Dorayaki is Japanese pancake with red beans paste. I know this food when I watch Doreamon which is Japanese cartoon.

INGREDIENTS

(PANCAKES )

2 eggs

100 gram cake flour

½ TSP baking soda

I TBSP honey

2 TSP water

cooking oil

1.    beat 2 eggs in the bowl

2.    add sugar and mix well

3.    add honey and mix well

4.    add cake flour and baking soda

5.    quickly mix until combine *do not overmix

6.    add water and mix until smooth

7.    cover with a plastic wrap and enter in fridge in 30 minutes

8.    heat cooking oil in a pan low

9.    pour 2 tbsp of the batter

10.  cook until bubble disappear on the surface then flip with a spatula

11.  cook until browned on the other side

(FILLINGS)

red beans with skin

OR

Nuttela and banana slide

Make a sandwich and press the edges to close